Sunday, June 19, 2005

Posting under the influence

I figure I had to try this. I took a somewhat heavy dose of Ambien to try to get my dumb ass to sleep, and it just kicked in hardcore. I feel...very weird. There keep being shadows on the edges of the screen, and all the windows are fluttering and undulating between swinging far away from me and swinging back towards me. Every so often if you catch the sides of the frame, they'll bend every so slightly. Fuckers. All the icons are floating around each other a bit...interestingly, the top words seems to be pushing the bottom words forward like bleacher seats. The words almost feel like they need to expand outside of the page. And the desktop seems like it really is 3 dimensional
I feel like I could put my hand behind what's being typed on the page and feel something fuzzy.
I don't know...it's like writing on a tight bubble or something. And sometimes it feels like I'm writing far away, and other times the screen is much closer. At the moment, for instance, the screen feels like it is bending clockwise...just a tendency. If I don't focus, it moves.

That entire paragraph undulates if you look at it. Words float together and away...according to some kind of tide I don't know about. and stream. They look like a floating armada of words. Bending. Floating. Shifting shades. This is fucking crazy. Have to land...have to land. Ground the page. Need to sleep. bleh

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